If you want to heal the sick, then you will have to get your own heart healed first. What is exciting is that you can do this entirely on your own! You won’t have to tell any deep, personal stuff to a counselor. And you won’t have to remember any painful things that happened in your past either! Here is how to do it.
The greatest commandment is to love God with all of your heart. So it must be possible to not do that. It must be possible to love God with just part of your heart.
So, a heart is not necessarily always one single unit. Hearts can be broken into separate pieces. One part of the heart can feel one way, and another part of the heart can feel completely different.
For example, one part of a heart can believe that Jesus is Lord and Savior. And another part of that heart can believe that Jesus is not Lord and Savior. Like in Luke 9:24 when the father said, “Lord I believe. Help thou my unbelief.”
Please think for a moment about the biggest physical, emotional, and relationship problems that you are faced with right now. Most of those problems are a direct result of the parts in your heart that do not have Jesus in them.
Here is the shocker. You won’t be able to solve these problems with Bible knowledge, or prayer, or counseling! You will only be able to solve them by letting Jesus come into more of your heart.
Here is how this all came about in the first place.
At first, the entire heart of the person looks out at the world. It hears things, sees things, and interacts with the world.
Tragically, we get hurt in life. Ideally we would immediately go to Jesus and get healed right away.
But, amazingly, even if we don’t ever get healed, we still don’t have to consciously experience the pain from that injury throughout our entire lives!
Wow! How could this be?
It is because God loves us so much, that He gave us the ability to compartmentalize our hearts. That way, whenever we do get an emotional wound, we can keep the pain in one part of our heart, and then actually live out of a different part of our heart. This way, we don’t have to consciously be sensing all the painful things that ever have happened to us – every single minute of our lives!
You got hurt. Your heart is still injured. So you are still in pain. You just don’t notice it.
This is because each compartment of a heart has a separate consciousness. Each part has the ability to choose to think and feel whatever it wants.
The parts that are doing fine simply choose to look the other way. They ignore the parts that are in pain. “I’m doing just fine. Everything is great!”
The parts that are pain usually go into hiding. They turn completely away from living life. They don’t even notice the world any more.
Here is the bottom line. It is very likely that there are some parts in your heart, right now, that have been wounded so much, that they have turned away from life. They are all alone, in pain, and you are not even aware of them. This is because the whole purpose of having separate compartments, is so that you will not even notice them.
As the years go by, more and more painful things happen. So, for most people, as the years go by, more and more parts of their heart choose to turn away and go into hiding. More and more of their heart becomes walled off, in compartments, full of pain.
So, in general, as people get older, they are living their life, with less and less of their heart.
SALVATION DOES NOT COMPLETELY HEAL A HEART
Virtually everyone has some wounded parts in their heart that have turned away from living life. This means that whenever a person hears the gospel of Jesus Christ, some parts of their heart are listening, and some parts are not.
Obviously, only the parts that are listening can actually choose to pray the sinner’s prayer and choose to invite Jesus in.
Thankfully (at some point) the parts of your heart that were still choosing to live life, did say the sinner’s prayer. So, at that point you were born again. Your spirit got all cleaned out, transformed, made new, and came alive. You got a ticket to heaven. You became a new creation.
Your salvation was complete for your spirit. But not for your physical body and not for your soul.
The parts of your heart that invited Jesus in are now full of Jesus and full of joy. But, (obviously) nothing at all happened in the parts of your heart that did not listen when the gospel was being presented, and did not invite Jesus in.
This is why most of the junk that you had in your heart (before you said the prayer) is still in there. For example, all the pain you have experienced from rejection – is still in there. The anger about that – is still there. The unforgiveness about so many things – is still there. If you were addicted to drugs before you were born again, you will probably still be addicted to drugs after you get born again. And on, and on, and on, and on.
In other words, Christians are full of baggage (just like everyone else) even after they are born again! This is why we still have to, “Work out your salvation with fear and trembling.” (Philippians 2:12)
The compartmentalizing of the heart is why most people get very little increase in freedom when they say the sinner’s prayer. This is evident at rescue missions. Typically, when alcoholics say the sinner’s prayer, they are only able to say the prayer with the very small part of their heart that is still choosing to live life. So they only give Jesus permission to come into a very small part of their heart.
The prayer is crucial because it gets them a ticket to heaven. But a five minute prayer (by part of a heart) is not usually enough to set anyone free of alcoholism. It is also not enough to bring very much improvement in the quality of their lives.
THE PAIN IN YOUR HEART CAUSES PROBLEMS
There are some parts in your heart (right now) that are full of pain, fear, anger, unforgiveness, hardness, and other ungodly things. These negative things will eventually show up in your emotions (which affects your relationships) and in your physical body.
In fact, most of the emotional problems, relationship problems, and physical health problems that you are dealing with right now, actually originated in the parts of your heart that do not have Jesus in them.
If Jesus was in all of your heart, there wouldn’t be things in there like pain, fear, anxiety, depression, guilt, or rejection. Your whole heart would be full of light, love, joy, and peace.
If your whole heart was full of Jesus, light, love, joy, and peace, you would not be saying and doing things that would cause other people to be upset with you.
Sure, other people would still do hurtful things to you. They would still criticize you, ignore you, reject you, and control you at times. But if Jesus was in all of your heart it would be very easy to forgive them. Besides that, Jesus would be providing all of your needs. So you wouldn’t be dependent on other people to feel important, or loved, or for your sense of self worth.
Most major physical health problems originate in the parts of your heart that do not have Jesus in them. Things like pain, fear, unforgiveness, bitterness, self-hatred, guilt, anger, sexual sin, stress from relationship conflicts, and unhealed emotional wounds – are the breeding ground for headaches, anxiety, addiction, obesity, sickness, and disease. They also provide openings for the demons that are involved in infirmities, cancer, and other diseases.
It is common for Christians to say, “I love Jesus with all of my heart.”
But that is not quite true. They actually love Jesus with all of their heart that they know about. The rest of their heart is where most of their problems come from.
Thankfully, these separate consciousnesses in your heart usually stay hiding. Nobody even knows they are there. The “adult you” is running your life. Everything seems okay.
But sometimes (when you are under extra stress) these separate consciousnesses pop all the way up to the very top. They actually take over control. In other words, a part inside you (that is in severe pain) decides what the “outside you” thinks, says, and does for a while!
Yikes! This is going to be ugly!
This is usually what is really happening when people have fits of anger, blurt out hurtful things, do irrational things, have bouts of depression, do binge eating, do a secret sin, and so on.
Almost everyone has episodes like this, where a part of their heart (that is in severe pain) decides things for a while. These episodes fill the person’s life with guilt. “Why did I do that? Why did I do that? I don’t want to do it. I try to stop. It is like I lose control for a while.”
If a famous Christian leader does it, it makes the news reports. If a person has a lot of these episodes, they are called bi-polar. If they physically hurt someone during an episode, they are put in prison.
Most people remain inside a prison of guilt, for the rest of their lives, because of the things they did when a part of their heart (that didn’t know Jesus) was deciding what to do.
It is comforting to read that Paul had this problem too. “For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do–this I keep on doing.” (Romans 7:19)
There is no way that Paul would still be doing evil stuff, if Jesus was in 100% of his heart!
Guilt really hurts. It is possible that Paul felt even more pain from doing evil, than the pain he felt when he was being physically tortured.
CHRISTIANITY DOESN’T QUITE WORK
If 90% of a person’s heart says the sinner’s prayer, then Jesus will come into 90% of their heart. This will utterly transform their life.
But most people’s hearts have been broken into many, many pieces. So, for example, if only 30% of your heart actually said the sinner’s prayer, then Jesus only came into 30% of your heart.
It won’t improve your earthly life very much to only have Jesus in 30% of your heart. (I’m sorry.)
Tragically, none of the things that we do at church, actually increases the amount of your heart that has Jesus in it.
That is the root problem.
Millions of Christians have said the sinner’s prayer, faithfully attended church for years and years, heard hundreds of great sermons, read the Bible a ton, read lots and lots of great Christian books, prayed for hours and hours, received counseling for hours and hours, fasted for days, and attended conferences for years, and years – yet they are only a little better off than they were before they started.
They sure learned a lot. And they sure had a lot of fabulous encounters with Jesus!
They just didn’t get any increase in peace, joy, freedom, or power in their lives. This is because Jesus did not come into more of their heart!
All of those Christian activities are absolutely essential. But there is one problem. They never quite work. (They almost work! Just not quite.)
You can tell this because there is no one in your church that is full of freedom, and full of joy, and heals lots of people, and leads lots of people to Jesus.
This is because everyone’s heart has been compartmentalized (broken into pieces). So they are unable to obey the greatest commandment.
Nothing is going to work great in a person’s life, as long as their heart is still broken, and they are still not obeying the greatest commandment.
Sadly, Christianity has not provided the solution to this fundamental problem. None of our church activities put the pieces of a shattered heart back together again!
Sure Bible knowledge, counseling, and prayer will solve your surface problems. Just not the source of those problems. Which is that your heart is shattered into many pieces and Jesus is not in many of them.
Take the Bible for example. You certainly won’t get your heart healed by reading the Bible!
Most Christians think that they can find the answers to everything in the Bible. But that is not true. You will not solve your problems by reading the Bible. Getting more Bible knowledge into your head is not the answer.
The solution to your problems is not to get more knowledge into your head. It’s to get Jesus into all of your heart.
You are actually required to get Jesus into all of your heart. You can’t just skip it (and therefore skip obeying the greatest commandment) and hope that something else will work. It won’t work. Even if it is something fabulous and essential like Bible knowledge.
Sorry, Godly counseling won’t work either. Awesome advice from a gifted counselor won’t solve your problems because this is not a head issue. It is not about thinking correctly about anything.
This is a heart issue. Nothing will work until every part of your heart decides to let Jesus in. Letting Jesus into all of your heart is something only your heart can do.
Some counselors help people have encounters with Jesus. This is a great start. It always helps to spend more time with Jesus. But it will never be enough because the only parts that are having encounters with Jesus, are the ones that already know Him!
Keep in mind that there are many, many parts in your heart right now that have never heard of Jesus, or are afraid of Him, or are angry at Him, or don’t want to have anything to do with Him. That is where all your major problems originate. This is why you have to actually get Jesus into more parts of your heart to get any significant increase in peace, joy, freedom, or power in your life.
Some counselors focus a lot on forgiveness and deliverance. This is helpful. But the only parts in your heart that will choose to forgive, and choose to reject demons, are the parts that are willing to let Jesus come in.
So, you have to get Jesus into all of your heart, to ever be able to do complete forgiveness and get complete freedom from demons.
Okay, but what about prayer? Many people believe that prayer is the answer. They think that they can solve their problems with more prayer.
But no, they are wrong. Sorry.
It won’t work to pray and ask Jesus for help. Jesus won’t fix the source of your problems because he won’t put your heart all back together again.
This is because Jesus will not over ride the free will choice of some parts of your heart – to keep Him out. Getting Jesus into all of your heart is something only your heart can do. Jesus can’t do that. Your heart has to do it.
Just to be clear. Think for a moment about the major difficulties you are currently dealing with in your life. You will not solve those problems with more Bible knowledge, or more counseling, or more prayer.
You must get Jesus into all of your heart, so you can love Jesus with all of your heart, so you can obey the greatest commandment.
That is the only true solution to your problems. Nothing will truly work right in your life until you obey the greatest commandment. You can’t just skip the greatest commandment.
It is tragic to think of the millions of Christians who have lived unhappy lives simply because they only invited Jesus into part of their heart. They just didn’t know that they had to get Jesus into more of their heart, in order for their lives to turn out good.
SOME REAL CONVERSATIONS WITH JESUS
Thankfully, Jesus specifically came to heal the brokenhearted. “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” (Psalm 147:2-4) (See also Isaiah 61 and Luke 4.)
One of the meanings of “brokenhearted” (in the Greek) is “shattered into pieces”. In other words, Jesus specifically came to heal the people (like you and me) whose hearts have been shattered into many separate pieces.
Here are some excerpts from my journal. These are the exact words that I heard Jesus say. I wrote down these words right as I heard Jesus say them. I simply took dictation. Later on I added the words [in brackets] to make it easier to read.
None of these statements are infallible, like the Bible. This is the voice of Jesus being heard through a broken vessel that makes mistakes. “We know in part and prophecy in part.” 1 Corinthians 13:9.
Kirby: How do splits happen?
Jesus: Well, it is protective. So, it is not a negative event. It is part of you, choosing to turn away from pain. You don’t have to stay in it. You can choose to turn away. Ignore it, if you will.
Kirby: But is that part still experiencing pain?
Jesus: He or she is not feeling it, experiencing it, as much. Parts just turn away because they want to turn away.
Kirby: Are they still in pain?
Jesus: Yes they are, but turning back doesn’t seem to help, so why would they?
Kirby: So what do they do during all that time, for the rest of their lives?
Jesus: Just choose not to function, not to look, listen, or feel.
Jesus: A scab does form. It is natural, automatic and very helpful to protect that part of you from future wounds. When healing doesn’t come quickly, it becomes part of the problem because it becomes like insulation between that part of your heart, and the rest of the world. It just makes it longer and harder to get healed. That much more that the light has to soften up and go through. But the process itself is a very positive thing. I would like it very much if you would enjoy the process of healing.
Jesus: The surface around the wound gets thicker and heavier. It is more protection from potential future wounds. After many years it gets really hard. In effect, it gets farther and farther away from the light. [Eventually] it doesn’t recognize the light at all. It is in darkness. It needs to turn toward the light and receive the light. The light carries (is itself) healing and wholeness. Declaring the light has an effect in the spiritual world.
Kirby: How can there be separate consciousnesses in a heart?
Jesus: Exactly Kirby. That is the exact question to ask. The key to all of this. That, [separate consciousnesses] in itself, is a form of protection. This consciousness, is in fact conscious of these things. This other consciousness, is conscious of (aware of) different things.
Separation. Not all one. Not all in pain.
Separate compartments. Separate consciousnesses. Different words for the same thing.
Kirby: Which one is me?
Jesus: They are all you. All the same person. Different aspects, parts, of the whole. You just usually stay in one, and live out of that parts unique perception (viewpoint) on the world. So, that seems to be the real one, the main one, the real you. But you can choose to switch (jump over) to another one. And live, feel, and think the unique way that parts views the world.
It is not necessarily good to jump (or switch) to another unique part’s view of the world, and how it behaves and feels. But they are all available, and you can always switch (change) perspectives, viewpoints, vantage points.
Kirby: So, the goal would be to get them all back to just one single unit. Right?
Jesus: Right. Exactly. But only when it is, in fact, safe to do so. This dissolved back together into one unit, happens when they all realize that it is safe to do so. So, [it] is not a given, that it is a good thing.
Kirby: How do we fix it?
Jesus: Mostly by pouring love into them, by you and by Me. But they still have to choose to receive it.
Kirby: What can I do to help that happen?
Jesus: Talking, encouraging, being patient and persistent about pouring love into them.
Kirby: How about telling them to turn back around?
Jesus: Yes, in some cases that will work. Some still won’t.
Kirby: So, do I want them to choose to turn and look at me, or out at the world, or at You?
Jesus: Mostly Me first, then the rest will follow.
Kirby: So do I need to find and talk to each individual part?
Jesus: It is more by letting Me in deeper to do the work.
Kirby: How do I do that?
Jesus: It spreads. It is contagious. As one turns, the one (part) next to it notices and eventually chooses to turn.
Kirby: Please tell me more about this.
Jesus: Well, they are still partially connected. So they notice things like that, that happen to a neighboring part.
Kirby: How do I let you in deeper into my heart?
Jesus: Well, it takes some time. It is not like an instantaneous event in most cases. The growing closer, the trusting, the waiting are all important parts of the process, that could be skipped, if the healing of the heart was always instantaneous. The times of intimacy – on the way to healing – are precious in and of themselves. The growing closer matters Kirby. Not just getting healed so you can move on to other things that are more important than the times of intimacy that we have along the way.
Jesus: There is a vast, vast difference between enjoying My presence and opening up your heart. Completely different activities. Don’t confuse the two. It takes an act of your will to choose to open your heart even a little bit. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to choose to open up. So you can start by asking Me for some supernatural courage.
Jesus: It is more by you choosing to let Me in deeper, than anything else. Go as deep as you can. And then go even deeper. And have that part turn and look at Me.
Kirby: (I did that for a while. Then I asked a deep part:) “Do you see Jesus?”
Part: No. There is a lot of power and light.
Kirby: Walk toward the strongest part and go get a hug.
(The part walked forward, but still didn’t see Jesus.)
Part: It is like I am being transformed so I can get even closer.
Kirby: (I have always strongly hoped and believed that Jesus is real. It is like this real deep part of my heart still doesn’t know that.)
Jesus: Your heart has to experience Me to know Me. Your heart has never experienced Me. Your head has. Your heart hasn’t.
Jesus: I am real. I am right here, right now. And I love you.
Kirby: I have probably never felt your love.
Jesus: It is hard for a severely wounded heart to give and receive love.
Receiving some love, heals the heart some. Which enables it to receive more love. Which, in turn, results in more healing – automatically. Turning to me and opening up your heart starts this process. Then you can risk opening up more, and more, and more, and so on.
Kirby: Am I really pulling love in, even if I am not feeling any love type feelings while I am doing it?
Jesus: Absolutely, drinking in the substance of love actually heals the heart, so [that] it can, in fact, feel the emotion of love. The emotion of love and the substance of love are two different things.
Kirby: Sometimes when I am doing this I start yawning and burping. What is happening?
Jesus: The releasing of negative things like rejection, hard heartedness, unforgiveness, [and] unresolved anger. It is part of what happens as your heart keeps getting softer, cleaner. It could be demons leaving too, but not necessarily. It is what goes away as you are getting scrubbed down.
Jesus: Coming to Me is the cure. This involves turning, looking, enjoying My presence, opening up, receiving, drinking in of My glory, resting, choosing to be at peace, and walking forward to embrace Me. When different parts of your heart do that, you will constantly be getting better.
HOW TO HEAL YOUR OWN HEART
There are some parts inside you, right now, that have been severely wounded. They are hiding. Your job is to find them and convince them to invite Jesus to come in.
Your mind can not decide for your heart. Each individual part of your heart must decide whether it wants Jesus to come inside or not. Each part of your heart has to actually choose to open up and let Jesus come on in.
First print out a hard copy of this list of parts. Then heal these parts in this order. Check them off as you do them.
GETTING JESUS INTO MORE OF ME
The biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The next biggest part inside me that still does not have Jesus in it.
The biggest part inside me that doesn’t want to see Jesus.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of fear.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of anxiety.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of works.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of rejection.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of unbelief.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of doubt.
Every part of me that has ever contained a familiar spirit.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of hatred.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of __________ .
(Your current issue. For example, depression, anger, addiction, obesity, lust, self-
condemnation, insomnia, etc.)
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of ___________ .
(Another one of your issues.)
A part that contains a demon that doesn’t want to open up and let Jesus in.
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon.
The part that contains the demon that just talked to me.
(Do this one when you hear an ungodly voice in your head.)
The part that claims to be the boss (the administrator).
My orginal core self.
The adult me.
The part that interacts with the world.
The biggest part of my heart that is still injured.
The biggest part of my mind that is still injured.
The biggest part of my spirit that is still injured.
My entire heart.
My entire mind.
My entire soul.
My entire spirit.
All of me.
REGULAR COUNSELING TYPE ISSUES
A part that has been severely hurt by someone else.
A part of me that is full of a pain from the __________ incident.
(For example, being rejected, abused, ignored, humiliated, etc.)
A part that did something really, really bad.
A part that is full of guilt.
A part of me that is full of pain from the time I ____________ .
(For example, made a huge mistake, got in big trouble, was a failure, etc.)
Every part of me that has ever contained pain from failure.
The part involved in my emotional issue of _______________ .
(For example, depression, anger, addiction, obesity, lust, self-condemnation, etc.)
The part that is feeling really ________ right now.
(For example, sad, angry, discouraged, etc.)
The part that took over control earlier today when I _____________.
The part whose job assignment is to do everything right.
The part that decides when I fall asleep and when I wake up.
The part who “helps” by saying what it seems like Jesus would say.
(Note: This is what many people mistake for the prophetic.)
A part that believes the lie _____________ .
(For example, “I am no good.” “It is not okay to rest.” etc.)
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of infirmity.
The part of my body that is sick or injured.
(For example, back, liver, foot, etc.)
Every part of me that has ever contained a demon of _________ .
(For example, diabetes, cancer, anorexia, fibromyalgia, etc.)
The pipe that healing and dunamis flow through when I “pray” for the sick.
You have to start by doing every part that is listed in first three sections, in that exact order. Then do the Regular Counseling Type Issues (and then the Physical Healing ones) that apply to you.
Notice that the Physical Healing section comes last. You have to do all the other sections before you do any physical healing. This is because most major physical healing problems are caused by inner healing issues. So you probably won’t get a major physical healing until you fix your inner healing issues anyway.
You also have to have a healed heart to be able to heal other people. That is why “the pipe that healing and dunamis flow through” comes after all the inner healing sections.
In summary, first you must go right down the list. It is not okay to skip some parts, or to do them in a different order. Teachable, humble people don’t assume that they have a better way to do things. “God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” (James 4:6)
After you go through the list the first time, then you will probably need to go back and redo many of the parts. You can do any part you want, in any order. Plus any other parts that you feel like doing. The most important one to redo over and over is “all of me”.
THE SHORT VERSION
Choose a part to heal.
Send love to that part.
Say, “I would like to talk to _____________________ .”
(The first one is “the biggest part of me that still does not have Jesus in it.”)
Then say the following things to that part:
“Please open up and let Jesus come in.”
(Note: If the part doesn’t want to do it, then pour love into it, and ask it nicely again.)
“Let Jesus come all the way into all of you.”
(Wait a few seconds)
“Is He in all of you yet?”
“Please surrender and let Him do whatever He wants to do.”
(Wait a while)
“Is He done?”
“Please open up and let Holy Spirit come in.”
“Let Holy Spirit come all the way into all of you.”
(Wait a few seconds)
“Is He in all of you yet?”
(Wait a long, long, long time)
“Is He done?”
If you are doing a group of parts (for example, “my entire mind”) then get integration by saying the following:
“Turn and choose to see Holy Spirit.”
“Go on up to Him.”
“Go inside Him.”
“Choose to reconnect with each other.”
SOMETHING SPIRITUAL HAS TO HAPPEN
It is great to have lots of hope and faith that this inner healing method is working. But that is not good enough. It is real easy for someone to try to do this inner healing method – and nothing happens at all.
It won’t help to merely read that script to yourself. You have to keep asking the part (over and over) to do something, until something spiritual actually happens. Here are some ways to tell when something spiritual is happening:
1. Your body flinches. That often happens at the precise moment the spiritual event starts.
2. The part spontaneously says something like, “Wow! Oh my gosh! Wow!”
3. You feel (or sense) that a substance is coming in or going out.
4. You see things happening with the eyes of your spirit.
5. Your body shakes or vibrates.
6. There is a spontaneous extra outflow of air, such as yawning, coughing, or yelling.
7. You have a gut knowing that something is happening.
8. You ask the part what is going on. And the part has a good report.
(But it can be difficult to tell who is doing the talking. Hopefully it is the part you are currently healing. But it might just be another part that is saying what you want to hear, or even a demon. So this is not a very reliable indication that anything spiritual is actually happening. There is more on this topic in the Appendix.)
9. You notice more peace and rest in your daily life.
(But that can be hard to tell if you are severely wounded. Suppose you have 100 parts inside you, and you healed 5 today. That is a good start, but it is unlikely that you will notice any improvement in your life.)
THE LONG VERSION
You just finished reading the “Let’s-Get-Everything-Fixed-This-Instant” version of how to heal a part. But sometimes you will come across a part that is too wounded to do those things right away.
So, sometimes you have to slow down, and take baby steps, and work up to where the part will let Jesus and Holy Spirit come in. Especially when you are first learning how to do all of this stuff.
So, here is the long version of how to heal a part. The most important things to say are in bold print. So try to just say the things that are in bold print.
But if that is still too fast, then back up, and do some of the easier, intermediate steps, that are in regular print for a while. Just don’t sidetracked very long doing the items that are in regular print.
Okay, let’s begin.
Choose a part to talk to.
Send love to that part.
Say, “I would like to talk to _____________________ .”
Then say some of the following things to that part:
- I would like to help you by helping you get to know Jesus. Jesus is the Son of God. He made you. He is really nice. He loves you because He made you. He is really strong. He wants to help you. He wants to take all the blame for your mistakes. (And so on.)
- The first thing is that I would like you to open up and let some love come in that I am sending you.
- Great job. Thank you. Now please open up and let some courage come in.
(Note: Then download courage from heaven into the part. You will find out how to do that on the next page of this website. Sure, your mind will frequently jump to thinking about something else. That doesn’t matter. Just keep praising the part, and keep re-asking the part to do the things on this list, until it actually happens. Your body will probably flinch at the exact moment something spiritual happens.)
- The substance of courage is falling on the outside of you right now. Please open up and let it come in.
- If you feel any anointing, then open up and let it come in
- Send delight over to Jesus
- Receive delight from Him
- Let glory come in from Jesus
(Note: It won’t help for the “adult you” to try to see the glory light. The part has to choose to see the glory light.)
- Gaze into the glory light for a while
- Turn a little farther so that you are in the glory light.
- Feel the glory light on the outside of you
- Open up and let that glory light come in
- Wold you like to see Jesus now?
- Okay, then please turn a little farther and choose to see Jesus
(Note: The “adult you” doesn’t do anything and may not get to see Jesus. What matters is to get the part to turn and choose to see Jesus. It won’t help for the part to look around for Jesus or try to see Him. It has to simply choose to see Him. So just keep saying, “Choose to see Jesus” until the part chooses to see Jesus. Then check. Ask the part, “Do you see Jesus?” Sometimes the part will dodge by saying, “Jesus is right here.” Answer by saying, “I realize Jesus is here now. Do you want to see Him. Do you see Him now? Please choose to see Him.”)
- Gaze at Jesus for awhile. (Even if the “adult you” sees nothing.)
- Send delight over to Him
- Spiritual substances are coming out of Jesus all the time. Please open up and let delight come into you. (This is not about thinking delightful thoughts in your mind. You have to actually feel a substance flowing into you.)
- Please go up closer to Him
- Choose to see Jesus as a real person.
- What is He like?
- Describe Him
- Choose to see the face of Jesus.
- What expression is on His face?
- Say, “Hi Jesus”
- Ask Him a question
- Look in His face
- Send love to Jesus
- Open up and let the substance of love come into you
- Open up wider to let His love come in faster
- Open up deeper to let His love come in even deeper
- Let Jesus hold you
- Let pain flow into Jesus
- Give Jesus your guilt
- Give Jesus the demon that has been in there
- Let peace come in
- Let rest come in
- Let joy come in
- Choose to be at peace
(Note: When “all of you” is doing this, then you are obeying the greatest commandment.)
- Would you like Jesus to come inside you?
- Invite Him to come in
- Please open up really wide and let Him come all the way in
- Receive Him
- Wait a while to see if He really comes in or not
- Thank Him for coming in
- Invite Him to do whatever He most wants to do right now
- Please surrender
- Let Him do whatever He most wants to do
(Note: Spend a long time allowing transformation to happen.)
- Where is Jesus?
- Is He next to you or inside?
- Would you like to see Holy Spirit?
- Please turn
- Turn a little more
- Look for Holy Spirit
- Turn a little bit more
- Choose to see Holy Spirit
- Let in dunamis (miraculous power)
- Go all the way up to Holy Spirit
- Choose to see His face
- Gaze into His eyes
- Send love to Him
- Let the substance of love come into you
- Ask Holy Spirit to come into you
- Please open up and let Him come in
- Wait a while to see if He really comes in or not
- Receive Him
- Ask Him to come in even deeper
- And even deeper
- Please surrender
- Let Him do whatever He most wants to do
(Note: Spend a long, long, long, long time allowing transformation to happen.)
(Note: The rest of these are for integration. So you would do these when you are integrating a group of parts. For example, “my entire spirit”, “my entire heart”, “my entire mind”, “my entire soul”, and “all of me”.)
- Choose to see Holy Spirit again
- Go all the way up to Holy Spirit
- Ask if you can come inside Him
- All of you go on inside Him
- Please surrender
(Note: Spend a long time allowing integration to happen.)
ONCE AGAIN, SOMETHING SPIRITUAL HAS TO HAPPEN
Keep asking the part over and over to do an activity until something spiritual actually happens. For example, suppose you ask a part to “let in glory” five times, and nothing happens. Each time you kind of do it for a few moments and then your mind wanders to something else. That is normal. But what should you do?
Ask it again to do it. Keep on asking until something spiritual happens.
Suppose on the sixth time, wham, glory poured in for about twenty seconds. Then your mind wandered. What should you do?
Well, since something good happened, you should ask the part to do it again.
Basically, you keep asking the part to do an activity, until something happens. And then you keep on asking the part to do it, as long as a lot is still happening. Then you would usually go on to the next item that is in bold print.
But suppose you ask a part to do something lots and lots of times, and you still can’t really tell if anything spiritual is happening or not?
Well, then you have to talk more with the part. Explain more about what is going to happen. Encourage it. Use persuasive words. Talk about Jesus being really nice. Then ask the part again to do it.
Sometimes it helps download spiritual substances (from heaven) into it – like courage, hope, healing, trust, glory light, or love.
There is more about this in the Trouble Shooting Guide, which is in the Appendix.
DO A PART MANY TIMES
Parts are extremely helpful. They enable you to live a pretty happy life, even if your heart is severely injured and you have demons in there. The parts contain all the pain, fear, anger, and demons – over there somewhere – while you are living over here, out of this part of your heart. So always be extremely grateful for your parts. Never being slightly upset with them in any way.
I wish that letting Jesus and Holy Spirit into a part would be enough to heal it. Sorry, it is probably going to take more than that.
Suppose, for example, that your heart got injured thirty years ago. Well, thankfully, there is a part in you that has contained the pain from that incident, for thirty years.
The Bible says to not harden your heart. Well, if you didn’t go to Jesus right after you got hurt, then that pain is still in there, and the wall around it is probably as hard as a rock by now.
And, if a demon of fear came in during the trauma, it has had thirty years to build a stronghold. It would be pretty solid by now.
Now, suppose you decided to try this inner healing method. Suppose you were able to persuade that part to open up and let glory light and Jesus come in today. Wow! Great start.
A lot of the pain would leave the part instantly. But that part was really hard with a really strong stronghold. So, Jesus would probably have to come in many, many times to tear down all the stronghold, remove all the negative substances, and get all that part soft again. It might take weeks, or months (at five minutes a day) to get the part completely clean, soft, healed, and transformed.
Keep on doing this inner healing method (over and over) until every part of you has Jesus in it, is clean, soft, healed, transformed, and integrated with the other parts.
Assume it will take six months, even though it might take way less than that.
Please notice how much better (and different) this inner healing method is than prayer. When you pray, you ask Jesus to set you free from your junk. You have already done that a million times, and it still hasn’t worked yet.
When you do this inner healing method you ask a part inside you to turn, choose to see Jesus, send love to Jesus, let love from Jesus come into you, let Jesus come in, surrender, let Holy Spirit come in, and surrender. When you surrender, transformation happens, which sets that part free. Then you keep on doing the part over and over (and one part after another) until every single part of you is completely free.
KEEP THE MAIN THING, THE MAIN THING
Inner healing has to happen first. You have to get Jesus into all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind, and all your body, so you can, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.” (Mark 12:30)
But there is something else that you must do to obey the greatest commandment – romance!
Many of the things that you do to get inner healing are also what you would do to have a romance with Jesus. So, you should frequently do “THE LONG VERSION”, where your agenda is romance – not healing.
For example, ask your entire heart to turn, choose to see Jesus, send delight to Him, receive delight, go up closer, say hi, ask Him questions, gaze into His eyes (even if the “adult you” sees absolutely nothing), experience pure joy, send love to Him, open up, let His love come into you, and rest. This is the ideal time to do a lot of the items that are in regular print as well.
When you actually let Jesus come in, and when you go on inside Jesus, you are fulfilling this verse. “On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you.” (John 14:20) This is intimacy.
Be sure to have “your entire spirit”, “your entire soul”, and “all of you” do all of these romantic things with Jesus, and with Holy Spirit, and with Father God too!
Eventually, these romantic activities will become your primary agenda in life! Just like it will probably be when you get to heaven. Let’s start doing it now!
But there is more! Once you get everything inside you healed (and Jesus is in all your parts, and you are transformed, and integrated) it will be real easy to have encounters with Jesus throughout your entire day, and to obey the greatest commandment part about loving other people.
Your healed heart and intimate relationship with Jesus will transform your heart into the love geyser that it was originally made to be.
Then, when you go shopping, you can have “all of you” choose to see Jesus, and choose to send love over to Him. And then “all of you” can choose to see the checker, and choose to send love over to the checker. Easy!
The main thing to remember is that thinking really, really, really good thoughts about Jesus (or another person) doesn’t count. Love is only happening when actually feel the spiritual substance of love flowing out of you.
How to love is explained on the next page.
YOU SHOULD DO THIS INNER HEALING METHOD
Many people think, “I am doing fine. I don’t need more inner healing. I just wish my ministry activities were more successful. I especially wish that more people would get healed when I pray for them.”
Well, that is great. It is good news that the compartmentalizing of your heart has been so successful, that you are not even aware that there is pain in there.
But here is the truth. You really have experienced wounding in your life. And that pain is still in there.
Besides that, you experienced pain before you heard the gospel. In fact, it hurt so much that some parts of your heart broke off, and turned away from life, before you heard the gospel. This means that there are still some parts in you that did not hear the gospel. They did not invite Jesus in. So Jesus is still not in all of your heart yet.
This is a big problem. This means you are not loving God with all of your heart. So you are still not obeying the greatest commandment.
Here is the bottom line. The reason you should do this inner healing method, is because you are not going to have a truly fabulous ministry until you start obeying the greatest commandment.
Many people have a slightly different attitude. They think that they don’t need any more inner healing because they already had a tremendous two-hour counseling session. (“Been there, done that. So I don’t need to do it any more.”)
No, they are wrong. That would be like spending two hours hand digging a foundation for a new house, and then thinking that you are all done because you worked so hard!
You have to judge the value of your tremendous counseling session by the fruit it produced. Has your life been dramatically better since then? Yes or no?
See, your counseling session was great. You really are much freer than you were before. But it was still not enough!
Please do not give up. Please do not assume that the amount of freedom and joy that you have right now, is all the freedom and joy that you are ever going to experience in your life.
That is not true. That would be giving up. Much more freedom and joy is possible. But it is going to take a whole lot more than just going to another tremendous counseling session!
If you truly want more freedom and joy in your life, you are going to have to spend a whole lot of time doing this inner healing method on yourself.
A major advantage of this website’s inner healing method is that you can do it on yourself. So you don’t have the trauma of telling someone else about the really personal, painful stuff in your life. You don’t have to revisit any painful events from your past either! Also, since you are doing this entirely on your own, you don’t have to accomplish the almost impossible task of fixing a whole lifetime’s worth of problems, in a few counseling sessions.
This website’s inner healing method skips the usual counseling activities – like dealing with painful memories, lies, and unforgiveness. It is so simple. All you have to do is get each separate part inside you, to invite Jesus to come in. Once Jesus is in there, He kicks out all the demons, and heals everything.
All inner healing methods help some. But no method will ever be fully successful until you are actually able to get Jesus into every part of your heart. So why not just cut to the chase and get Jesus into every part of your heart?
The major drawback to this website’s method is that it might take a long time. This is because it is possible that you have over a hundred separate parts inside you. And each one has its own consciousness. Each part has to decide for himself (or herself) whether to invite Jesus in or not. (Thankfully some will do this on their own.) But even if you are able to get Jesus into another part every twenty minutes, this could still take quite a while.
Besides that, just getting Jesus in there one time is not enough. You will probably need to get Jesus into a part many times to get it completely clean, soft, healed, and transformed.
Yes, this inner healing method could take six long months. It is just that nothing else you do has worked, or will work, because it doesn’t get Jesus into all of your heart. It is just that your life won’t work very good until you get Jesus into all of your heart.
For example, if Jesus is only in 30% of your heart right now, then you are going to have major, major problems throughout the rest of your life.
All the Bible knowledge, and prayer, and counseling, and teachings, and fabulous encounters with Jesus – are not going to help you, as long as Jesus is still in only 30% of your heart.
Even if Jesus is in 85% of your heart right now, you will still continually be plagued with problems that won’t ever go away.
Besides having a crummy life (or a stuck life) you won’t be able to start obeying the greatest commandment (or have an extremely successful ministry) until Jesus is in all of your heart.
The appendix has the Trouble Shooting Guide. It also explains what to do about demons, the importance of seeing Jesus, and why you must become an apprentice.
But all of those things can wait until later. Please go on to the next page on this website now. It explains the key to all of this – which is transferring spiritual substances. Then you will learn how to heal the sick by transferring miraculous power into them.
TROUBLE SHOOTING GUIDE
Sometimes it is really hard to keep focused. Oftentimes, when an injured part is asked to do something unknown (or painful), it will jump to thinking about something else that is safer. No big deal. It is just dodging. It is a self-protection activity. So please don’t be upset with yourself when your mind wanders. That would just hurt the part more.
1. Whenever your mind wanders, just return to what you were doing.
But sometimes even doing that ten times doesn’t help. You are stuck. Here is what to do if you just can’t seem to get going, you can’t tell if anything is happening, the part doesn’t turn, doesn’t see Jesus, doesn’t let in healing, doesn’t go closer to Jesus, doesn’t let Jesus in, doesn’t surrender, doesn’t see the Holy Spirit, or doesn’t let Holy Spirit come in.
2. You pour more love into your own part. Then ask it again to do it.
3. Explain what is going to happen. Encourage it. Use persuasive words. (For example, talk about Jesus being really nice, and wanting to help you, and wanting to take the blame for all the bad things you have done. Etc.) Then ask the part again to do it.
4. Download spiritual substances (from heaven) into it – like courage, hope, healing, trust, glory light, or love. (The next page on this website explains how to do this.)
5. Have another part hold them and do it with them.
6. Ask the Holy Spirit what to do.
7. Try that part again tomorrow.
It will work better tomorrow. Everything works easier, better, and faster each time you do it with a part. Even if you don’t come back to do this specific part again, you will at least be doing it when you do a group of parts.
8. Try to get the part to talk.
The part is probably thinking, “This is scary. What if this doesn’t work and I fail again? I’m not sure if it is okay to do this. I’m not good enough. What if Jesus is disappointed in me? What if Jesus isn’t even there? Lets just switch over and think about something safe and ordinary.”
Sometimes it will help to get the part to talk about it. Here are some things you can do to try to get your part to talk:
a. Send some love into the part.
b. Then say, “I would like to help you. Would you like some help?”
c. Then wait an extra long time for a reply.
d. Do that again. Send more love into the part. Then say, “I would like to help you. Would you like some help?” Then wait an extra long time for a reply.
e. Ask, “How are you feeling?”
g. Ask, “Have you ever heard of Jesus?”
h. Ask, “Would you like to see Jesus?”
f. Ask, “Do you have any reservations about doing this?”
Hopefully the part will eventually say something. The part might use your mouth to talk. But it is more likely that you will just hear some words in your head.
If the part says something then:
a. Thank and praise the part for talking.
b. Keep saying, “And why was that?” until you get a full understanding of what it is thinking and feeling.
c. Send more love into the part.
d. Then try to talk the part into doing what you want it to do. Use lots of explanations, encouragement, and persuasive words.
Always keep in mind that it takes a tremendous amount of courage for a part to do anything other than hiding. It takes way more courage for a severely wounded part to choose to look into the face of God, (and then surrender) than it does to climb Mount Everest!
So always maintain an attitude of being impressed and thankful – with yourself, when a part does anything! It is really you that is doing it. Way to go!
If doing all those things still doesn’t work, then you will need to do this next section, “For Severely Wounded People”.
One more thing. Sometimes it hurts when you are doing these activities. For example, sometimes it is actually painful when glory is coming into a part for the very first time. It is because the enemy is resisting. You are actually winning back territory. It is like Israelites coming into the promised land. There is some fighting involved.
First you have to win back all the land in your own heart and mind. Then you can start fighting battles out there in the world some place.
Try to enjoy the inner healing process, rather than being frustrated about how long it is taking. “Rejoice in the Lord always.” Not just after the victory is won. In a sense you have already won if you are able to rejoice even before your inner healing is complete.
You are getting a massive overhaul during this whole inner healing process. You are getting completely rewired, transformed, and integrated. It would be pretty great to get: healed, a soft hard, demons gone, strongholds gone, rewired, transformed, and integrated – all in just six months!
And there is another thing. Very few people ever get to have real encounters with Jesus during their entire lifetime. You are especially blessed because you get to have an encounter with Jesus every time you do a session!
Life is all about having challenges, and overcoming them. Once you get completely healed, you will just need to find a new challenge in life anyway. So, the key is to enjoy life while you are facing challenges.
FOR SEVERELY WOUNDED PEOPLE
Some people might have to do some even deeper stuff first, before they will be able to do this website’s inner healing method. They will have to drain negative spiritual substances out of their heart and mind. Then they will need to download positive spiritual substances (from heaven) into their heart and mind. The next page (“Heal The Sick”) explains more on how to transfer spiritual substances. Here is a list of the substances they will need to transfer:
Drain out, “Unbelief that the spirit world is real.”
Pull in, “Belief that the spirit world is real”
Drain out, “Doubt that the spirit world is real.”
Pull in, “Faith that the spirit world is real.”
Pull in, “Faith to see ____________ .” (examples: the spirit world, the glory light, heaven, or an angel)
Pull in, “Belief to see __________ .”
Drain out, “Unbelief that Jesus is real.”
Pull in, “Belief that Jesus is real.”
Drain out, “Doubt that Jesus is real.”
Pull in, “Faith that Jesus is real.”
Drain out, “Unbelief that Jesus is right here, right now.”
Pull in, “Belief that Jesus is right here, right now.”
Drain out, “Doubt that Jesus is right here, right now.”
Pull in, “Faith that Jesus is right here, right now.”
Pull in, “Faith that I am about to see Jesus.”
Pull in, “Belief that I am about to see Jesus.”
Pull in, “Supernatural courage to see Jesus.”
Drain out, “Fear”.
Drain out, “Pain”.
Pull in, “Healing”.
Pull in, “Miraculous Power”.
Drain out, “Unforgiveness”.
Pull in, “Forgiveness”.
Send out, “Forgiveness to __________ .”
Drain out “Fear”.
Drain out, “Guilt”.
Drain out, “Rejection”.
Drain out, “Shame”.
Drain out, “Unforgiveness of yourself”.
Pull in, “Blood of Jesus”
Pull in, “Hope”.
Pull in, “Courage”.
Pull in, “Trust”.
Pull in, “Glory”.
Pull in, “Delight”.
Pull in, “Love”.
Pull in, “Joy”.
Pull in, “Dunamis”.
Pull in, “Faith that I am being transformed”.
WHAT ABOUT DEMONS?
It is always possible, that when you ask a part a question, a demon might answer instead. Some people might not even want to do this inner healing method because they are afraid they might hear demons.
Well, if they want to stay in denial, and let the demons stay, that is their choice. A better choice would be to go for freedom and joy in their lives.
Sometimes, when you hear a voice in your head, you might wonder if it is one of your parts talking, or if it is a demon.
Well, if you just asked a part a question, then you obviously want to hear an answer. But other than that, you should just ignore everything that you hear. Don’t get sidetracked. If it is a demon you will get rid of it later – on your timetable. If it is a part, you will heal it later – on your timetable.
Don’t even bother to be upset when you come across a demon. They are not a factor. You can always figure out right away if a voice you hear is from a demon. This is because it won’t want to do any activities with Jesus. Of course, some of your own parts are afraid of Jesus too. But when you ask why, the demons vague excuses will instantly give it away.
Here is how to get rid of demons. The demon has to be inside you somewhere. So, it must be in a specific part of your soul. So you say, “I would like to talk to the part inside me that contains the demon that just talked to me. Would you like to get rid of it?”
The part will say yes, unless it has been tricked into thinking the demon is a friend that has been protecting it from the really bad demons. So you might have to do a mini-counseling session to explain things.
You can have the part renounce the demon and command it to leave if you want. But normally you wouldn’t even have to do that. Just have the part (that contains the demon) do all the regular things. So, for example, you would ask the part to turn, choose to see the glory light, let in the glory light, choose to see Jesus, let in delight, let in love, and let it Jesus.
Any demons (in that particular part) will be long gone by then.
But merely getting Jesus in (and demons out) of one part won’t bring very much improvement to your life, if you happen to have a huge number of parts that have demons in them. So, it could take a long time for you to get completely free of demons.
Getting Jesus into every part of your soul will cause all the demons to leave. The important thing is to get your entire soul healed, so there aren’t any doors left open for the demons to come right back in.
You will probably yawn, cough, burp, yell, or sneeze sometimes when you are doing this inner healing method. This is great. It is an indication that you are getting scrubbed clean on the inside. Any spontaneous extra outflow of air means that demons and negative substances are leaving – including pain. This can be stressful at times. So, rest a lot if you are doing lots of deep coughing.
The biggest problem is not demons. It is the structures (strongholds) they have been building in your mind and heart. Letting Jesus and Holy Spirit come into a part gives them permission (and access) to destroy (pull down) those structures.
Those structures are made out of ungodly substances. Yelling is often a sound made as the ungodly substances leave. Demons are leaving too. The important thing is to allow this spontaneous yelling to continue until all the ungodly substances are gone. This could take days, weeks, or months, depending on how much junk is in there.
You don’t want to yell. You don’t choose to yell. But if yelling spontaneously happens while you are doing these activities, you should allow it to happen, and continue doing whatever activity you were doing at the time. It would be foolish to not let negative substances leave just because you don’t like the sound of them leaving.
It is very possible that a part will not let ungodly junk flow on out if there are any people near enough that might hear the noise. This is why you will probably get faster results, if you do this inner healing method in a private place – such as in your car.
After the part lets Jesus and Holy Spirit come in, it needs to surrender to let them do whatever they want to do. This is when transformation takes place. If you spontaneously start vibrating or shaking, it is evidence that transformation or integration is taking place.
TURN AND CHOOSE TO SEE JESUS
“When You said, “Seek My face,” my heart said to You, “Your face, O LORD, I shall seek.” (Psalm 27:8 NAS)
Your mind thinks the physical world is real, and the spirit world is just pretend. So, from your mind’s point of view, it only counts as being a real encounter with Jesus, if you actually see Jesus, with your open eyes, in the physical world.
But Jesus thinks differently. Jesus thinks the spirit world (the supernatural world) is the most important one because it is going to last longer. So, Jesus thinks it counts as being a real encounter, if you see Him with your spirit, in the spirit world.
It is important for your mind to switch over, and agree with Jesus on this matter.
Once you invite Jesus into your heart then Jesus is always with you. If you don’t see Jesus right now (with the eyes of your heart) it is because there are parts in your heart that are choosing to not see Jesus right now. All you have to do to have a dramatic encounter with Jesus is to persuade more wounded parts of your heart to turn and choose to see Jesus.
But it takes a large amount of courage for a wounded part to turn and look for Jesus. What if you turn and look and Jesus is right there? That seems like a good thing, but what if He is going to punish you for your sins? What if He is disappointed in you? What if He wants you to give up absolutely everything? What if He wants you to live your life differently?
On the other hand, what if you turn, and Jesus is not there. What if Jesus doesn’t even exist? What if there is no life after death?
Wow! The risk of the unknown. There is nothing in the entire world that could possibly require more courage than the courage it takes for a severely wounded part of a heart, to choose to turn, to look to see if Jesus is really there or not. Your entire life, and existance throughout all eternity, hangs on the outcome.
But it will be worth it because Jesus said, “For this people’s heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.” Matthew 13:14-16
The turning is so important because Jesus doesn’t force Himself onto people. Jesus is waiting for you to choose to have an encounter with Him. Jesus is waiting for you to choose to see Him. That begins when you choose to turn and choose to see Jesus.
The title of this page is “Heal Your Own Wounded Heart”. But a lot more is happening than just that. Here are the benefits you will get by doing this inner healing method:
1. You will have real encounters with Jesus
2. Demons will be removed
3. Ungodly structures (strongholds) will get torn down
4. Jesus will come into your entire heart, entire mind, and entire spirit
5. Holy Spirit will into your entire heart, entire mind, and entire spirit
6. Your entire heart will get healed
7. Your entire mind will get healed
8. Your entire spirit will get healed
9. You will get transformed
10. You will get integrated back into one unit
11. Your entire heart, entire mind, and entire soul will exchange love with Jesus.
(This is called intimacy. Which means you are obeying the greatest commandment. Which is a required prerequisite for having an extremely successful ministry. For example, healing the sick.)
YOU MUST BECOME AN APPRENTICE
The thing that is most likely to stop you from getting your heart healed (and healing the sick) is great Bible teaching!
Let me explain.
Many Christians are like a college student who listens to a lecture for a few minutes. Then he slips out of that classroom, to go into another classroom, to listen to another lecture for a few minutes. Then he goes on to still another classroom, to listen a little to another lecture. And so on.
This approach is much more fun and interesting than listening to one long boring lecture. The problem is that it won’t help for him to learn little bits of this and that.
Many Christians are like that. We are extremely blessed to have easy access to hundreds of fabulous Bible teachers. It is very tempting. It is like having a banquet of fantastic foods to choose from. Many spiritually hungry Christians try to taste everything because everything is so great.
They are like a customer. “I’ll take a little bit of this, and a little bit of this, and a little bit of this.”
They try something for a few months and then move on to something else. Book after book. Website after website. Ministry after ministry. Conference after conference. Always moving on to find some interesting new gum for their minds to chew on. Always hoping that the next speaker will have the solution to their problems.
These people deserve our highest admiration. They have tremendous amounts of courage because they have not given up. Despite everything, they are still trying to find freedom and to have an effective ministry for Jesus.
These people are impressive, but their approach does not work. Even if they hear many fabulous teachings, it still won’t help them very much. This is because they only listen to their teachers, or only do part of what each teacher says they need to do.
It is like trying to lose weight by doing your favorite parts from ten different diet plans. It will never work. Which is why so many Christians have a huge collection of fabulous books and fabulous teaching CDs. Yet they are still basically the same as they were before they started.
If you have an attitude of a customer, then you will have to humble yourself and become an apprentice. An apprentice has only one teacher. An apprentice gratefully does everything that his teacher tells him to do. Even when it is super hard and he (or she) doesn’t particularly want to do it.
Many people will absolutely love this website and tell many others about it. Then, in a few weeks, they will be listening to another exciting new teaching. Obviously, these people don’t desperately want some major changes to happen in their life. They just have a fun hobby called “learning”. Are you like that?
That is fine. It is great to have hobbies. Thanks for the advertising.
But just be totally honest with yourself about what you are doing. Are you basically just looking for some interesting new gum, for your mind to chew on? Or do you want some major changes to happen in your life?
If you are truly want to have some major improvements in your life – then you will have to stop constantly listening to new teachings. You will have to pick one teacher and then actually do everything that teacher says you need to do. Even if it is difficult, and requires lots of time, and lots of courage.
So, will you pick me to be your teacher? Are you willing to give up the thrill of constantly hearing new teachings? Will you stick with doing this website until you get your whole heart healed, and start obeying the greatest commandment, and start seeing and hearing Jesus on a daily basis, and start healing the sick?
Even if it takes extra work for six whole months?
Sure, this might take six months. But how will your life get any better as long as your heart is still broken into separate pieces? How will your life ever get any better until you get Jesus into all of your heart? What else could possibly be more important to you than to finally be able to love Jesus with all of your heart?
Then (and only then) will you be able obey the greatest commandment, get more prayers answered, experience true intimacy with Jesus, have an extremely successful ministry, and live in peace and freedom.
Plus, when your entire heart gets healed, you will finally be able to love your spouse and children with your whole heart. They will really appreciate that!
How To Have Encounters With Jesus
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